I woke up missing Selamat.. could be because I’m heading to Thailand today.. I always thought that if I’m going Thailand, I would meet him up and ask for some directions. I still miss him alot sometimes ): owells..
BKK!
Going Bangkok for holiday tmr! Can’t believe it’s finally here but the sad thing is, I’m still sick. Dunno what goddamn virus hit me but I’ve been sick for a week now ): owells. Been missing work for 3 days (could have earned 200 bucks!) and risk losing my job.. i guess it’s all bad luck right? Let’s hope the trip will be fun!
Near to You
Near To You by A Fine Frenzy.
Lyrics
he and I had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn’t last
I loved him so but I let him go
’cause I knew he’d never love me back
such pain as this
shouldn’t have to be experienced I’m still reeling from the loss,
still a little bit delirious near to you, I am healing but it’s taking so long ’cause though he’s gone and you are wonderful it’s hard to move on yet, I’m better near to you.
shouldn’t have to be experienced I’m still reeling from the loss,
still a little bit delirious near to you, I am healing but it’s taking so long ’cause though he’s gone and you are wonderful it’s hard to move on yet, I’m better near to you.
The In-Betweens
Been feeling really weird slacking at home ever since exams finished. Been kinda jobless while waiting for the results, it feels like the in-betweens cos’ there’s nothing much I can do now. Oh and I’m finally down with fever and sorethroat. Not to say that I’ve been waiting to get some flu bugs, but with the amount of exposure I’ve had to the bugs, I reckoned it’s only a matter of time.
There’s so much to say, but I’m too lazy to type it all out I supposed.. And nobody really blogs or blog-hops now, right? Hmm been worried about my sem 2 results.. and now also nervous about my new part time job tmr, I guess the sickness doesn’t help. Praying hard that the antibiotics will work! And I’m going Bangkok for holidays next week! Haven’t gotten my head around that, BKK doesn’t exactly strike across as safe :X So hopefully everything will be smooth, and we all stay safe.
Okay what else.. Oh yeah I can’t believe year 1 of uni is over just like that and we’re supposed to choose our specialization already, which means my group of friends, we gotta be separated.. Kinda sad, but been through so much loss these few years that I feel kinda numb towards it all, afterall it is inevitable right?
okay I should sleep soon, goodnight!
Examssss
Below is what my Finance teacher sent to us after our killer paper, kinda sweet and heartwarming right. Sadly, we’re all chasing for the A’s now, all of which would not matter at all 5 years down the road. Heh.
Dear students
The AB1201 examination is now over. Regardless of how you think you have fared in the examination, what is more important is what you have learnt from the module. The examination results may be important to you now as a student (and of course you should always try to achieve a good grade as a student), but let me tell you that the grade will no longer matter 5 to 10 years from now. What matters is the knowledge you have gained (and kept with you) in this module, which will help you significantly when you go out to work in the industry, rather than what your examination transcript show. So just in case you think you have not done as well as what you would like to in today’s examination, and are feeling down, please do not lose your confidence. Being let down by an examination paper is part and parcel of the life as a student. I am sure in 5 to 10 years’ time, if and when you read this message again, you would fully agree with me that that the examination paper that let you down does matter a single bit (remember, I was once a university student, and I had very very bad examination experiences too! But did it matter much to me after a few years of working? Not at all!)
Cheers Daniel
Can’t wait for exams to be overrrrrrr..
Time machine.
It’s been a crappy week, but none compared to the news of you passing away. I just can’t stop thinking of the good times we had together. Felt like I should have met you up more..my bad.. and it’s now all too late. No more crazy fun in your kitchen, smoke breaks together, no more hearing your sarcasm and laughter..just no more. I’m really sad..really really really sad. I miss you so much..I will never forget you and I just hope you are at a better place now (preferably with alot alot of hot guys..heh.)
If only I have a time machine..
好朋友啊。。
好希望自己能再为你找借口，
所以我们之间的友谊还有存在的证据。
好希望我们还能在一起说无聊的话，做无聊的事，
但你好遥远哦。。
总觉得失去一个好友比失去了爱情还可惜，
那种忧伤好无奈。
我没借口了，
除了你太不用心，但也许我们的友谊没有值得你用心的了；
除了你太不珍惜，但也许你人生中出现了更值得珍惜的人。
就这样吧。
just like that moment.
Music is a total constant. That’s why we have such a strong visceral connection to it, you know? Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in your or the world, that one song says the same, just like that moment. – Sarah Dessen
Some Instagrams.
Instagrams is a really cool app huh, and it allows sharing of beautiful photos. Just some photos I found on their website..
This last one is my favourite of the bunch (: And I thought I will just post something of my own..
Some photos have way too much noise ): Maybe I’ll record down a day with purely instagram photos, seems quite interesting.
